A Few Running Stories You Might Have Missed

First up, I'd like to buy two runners, Bob Mobach and John Davies, a beer. These two men, who don't know each other, stepped up to do what men are supposed to do. Here's the story so you can see what I mean.

Running Times has a great article on getting ready for running camp. An Insider’s Guide to Running Camp. Only thing they forgot to mention was to bring a great attitude. It's playing outside, people, just faster.

Do you get cramps while you're running? (or playing other sports/) Have you considered drinking pickle juice? Me neither . . . (I'm not telling you if it works or not - go read the article!)

Too old to run cross country? Nonsense! Competitor magazine, a favorite of mine when I lived in San Diego, gives you pointers on how to get ready, even if you're a geezer. (Technical definition of geezer is five years older than me.)

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How did we ever survive?

Minor rant today. First, read the story . . .

Okay, done? Let's discuss. Mom lets the nine year old play at the park while she's at work. Child knows where mom is, knows how to get to mom. The child is playing in a public park, at the playground. She had a cellphone with her so she could, if necessary, get hold of her mother almost immediately. Other parents were there. That might have been a problem.

At least one mother found a child left to play unsupervised reprehensible and dangerous.

 

Lamback said, "you cannot just leave your child alone at a public place, especially. This day and time, you never know who's around. Good, bad, it's just not safe."

This lady would have had a heart attack if she had seen how my brother and I (and our sister!) were raised. My goodness, we were allowed to disappear with a vague "we're going to play in the woods" or "play some ball in the park." On occasion, we'd even go alone. Quelle horreur.

Mind you, we're were probably at least six years old. That's about my earliest memory of 'independent activities' - what we used to call play. Before then, we'd pull jailbreaks, some of which ended badly like the time I got caught stealing eggs off the delivery truck and lobbing them like grenades when I was four. (might have been earlier - I'll check with Mom. Her memory for such things is unfailing.) Discipline followed, though I don't remember exactly what. I do remember that a lesson was learned; don't get caught stealing eggs off the truck.

Also, plan a better getaway.

Later, we lived in Maryland, near a creek and the woods. Soggy shoes were constants in summer, we learned to pick ticks off our skin (usually to throw at the nearest companion,) and I still remember seeing my first water moccasin. Scared the crud out of me.

In winter, we walked out onto the frozen creek to test how far we could get before it started cracking. It was a rite of passage, the same as swinging out on the rope to drop into the 'lagoon' during summer. If it snowed, we bailed out the door with our sleds, headed for the biggest hills. We sledded between the trees, diving off before the big oak. Or sometimes not, depending on whether someone dared us to stay on.

While we're discussing sledding, I would like to point out that none of the children ever broke their arm sledding unsupervised. That was an adult, at the night time sledding party. Male, naturally. Believe the story was that he bet he could ride the sled standing up.

By the time we got to Alice Springs (when I was ten), my brother and I were pretty comfortable doing things without the adults around and mostly, despite the stories my folks tell my kids, stayed out of real trouble. We played War with fingers for guns, baseball with real bats (and the time I hit my brother in the head with a bat, it was accidental. Uh. . . . so was/were the time(s) with the ball - and he started it anyway), and raced bikes across the Outback. We dug for lizards in a country known for poisonous critters, climbed Mt. Gillen or any handy protrusion that arose from the desert floor, and went camping with a vague wave of the hand to indicate our general direction in a fairly vast desert. We were usually required to be home some time the next day. Standard equipment included a can of beans for dinner, something for breakfast, matches, a flashlight, and our BB guns. Actually, the other guys BB guns. We didn't get out ours until we came back to the States.

I'm pleased that my daughter, eldest variety, is raising her son and first daughter pretty much the same way. (Other grandkids are too young yet, not even two.) She's caught hell for letting her son go to the other grandparents house - walking, no less. Mind you, they literally live around the corner so it's a little tough to get lost.  When his sister was big enough to go with him, he was given the responsibility to escort her to nanna's house.

The non-paranoid, anti-helicopter parents keep an eye out, just as my daughter does with the other kids. Still, there's a couple of ninnies in the neighborhood and they cause an outsized amount of irritation.

He started school this past year. My daughter walked him there until he asked to be able to walk with his buddies. Now she let's him walk to school, the entire half mile, all by himself. He's six, plenty big enough.

I don't know if it's because families are smaller or people don't pay attention to complex things like facts (violent crime is down 12.3 percent since 2003,) but children in 2014 are not an endangered class. Childhood, that time of unstructured exploration of the world, might be an endangered state, though.

I feel a bit sorry for this working mom in the story we started with. She's now branded a criminal for nothing more than allowing her daughter to be separate from her at the park, to grow and learn to be an independent individual.

You may disagree (and if so, feel free to present your case in the comments) but until the child was seized from her mother's care and placed in the indifferent hands of Child Protective Services, it sounds like they were working together pretty well. Mom knew where the kid was generally, kid knew where mom was, and there was a means of communication.

But if you want to make the argument that children can never be left alone, I have a question for you. How are they ever to learn responsibility and become adults? Do we just shove them out the door when they're 18 or 26 or whatever and tell them, tough, kiddo, welcome to the real world.

 We might consider starting early, in small doses. Maybe at the park, with us at first. Then, by themselves. Might even let them drink out of the hose instead of buying designer bottled water. It's not nearly as reckless as it sounds.

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Freshmen Girls and Senior Women

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I was doing the write-up for the Undeberg Invitational this past April when it dawned on me - of the top ten finishers in the women's 1600m, seven were freshmen. One was a sophomore.

The opposite held true in the men's 1600m which was dominated by the upperclassmen.

I was standing next to one of the coaches at the end of the women's race and complimented him on the way his runner finished. She ran hard and shows tremendous upside. I commented on this, too.

He shrugged, almost apologetically. "She's running great . . . but she's a freshman. We'll have to see  . . . "

And there lies a big question that confronts every young female runner, one that the guys will never need to deal with to the same extent. My youngest daughter had her fastest season and showed the most progress as a freshman. That partly was due to injuries that she got in the weight room, but also because she grew. Already 5'9" as a freshman, she kept growing to a slender 6' woman. Along the way, she put on about 25 extra pounds. Some of it was muscle, but most of it was necessary fat for a healthy female.

And there lays the issue for young female runners. In many cases, their bodies haven't yet finished developing. Until they do, there is no way to definitively determine their ceiling in racing (not running!) a given distance. Hence the uncertainty from the coach.

It's not just a series of physiological changes that take place. Many of these women have invested enormous effort and emotion in getting to the upper ranks of the running hierarchy. To them, the weight gains, the widening of the hips, and other changes can almost seem a betrayal of their bodies against them.

Runners are consistent. I constantly reminder the youngsters that I coach that most runner's injuries come from three primary causes - too much distance, too much speed, too much stretching. To the list for women, you can add too much diet modification. The psychological need to perform well can trigger behavior issues that parents and coaches can be slow to catch but should be alert to, among them, eating disorders and amenorrhea (a lack of a regular period, often due to low body fat.)

This isn't a new problem or evenly newly noticed. The Seattle Times ran an article (Growing Pains . . . ) about this same issue in 1998. The Washington Post did a similar one in 2006.

As parents and coaches, we fight a battle to let our kids know that the effort is more important than the finish order. One thing I insisted on with my daughters was that they give me their best effort and support their teammates. I ask the same of the junior high kids I help coach.

I exchanged emails with one young lady I know who has the potential to be a very good runner except . . . yeah, she's young and we simply don't know how things will work out. In the conversation we had, I pointed out that she and her friend would have done well in that group of freshmen girls. Then I add this advice:

". . . things change over time and both of you ladies may as well. It may make you faster, it may make you slower. Ya do the best ya can with what ya got. So, focus on the process, have as much fun as you can squeeze out of the running, and let the results take care of themselves."

We can't change biology - if we could, I'd be six inches shorter and a heck of a lot faster. It's more pronounced with the women. There is some resignation there. I recall listening to one girl who just got beat by a freshman at the State Championship during her junior campaign state, "Yeah, just wait 'til you grow some boobs."

The girls around her nodded. They're not stupid - they know the score even if they can't change it.  Most of them accept it, even if it's a bit reluctantly.

I would love to watch all these ladies go on to be top-notch runners but here is a truth - I'll be cheering for them, and their teammates, and the young men regardless of how fast they are or where they finish. So will their parents and their friends.

I also have a perspective that these young women don't have, not yet. They see themselves getting slower instead of faster, at the same time the sport is getting faster at the top end. The perspective I have is watching these young ladies come back to running, post-high school, and running as well as ever, and with the stress of competition gone, enjoying it more than ever, too.

I know that their best years are almost certainly ahead of them if they will just trust the process. Now we have to make them believe that. 

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Too hot to run today. . . ?

So I'm going to run tonight.

I don't have a specific plan, more of a "launch from the house around 2AM and try to avoid the drunks" intention. After that, go wherever inspiration takes me until I rack up a couple/three hours of easy running for my long run.

I remember my first night time runs. I was fifteen and trying to get in shape for football. Skinny me needed every advantage I could get so I lift like a fiend and started running, three times around the circle that formed the community park.

Barefoot. I was, apparently, ahead of my time.

The cool kids, juniors and seniors, hung out at the park in the pines, smoking and drinking. I'd turn the corner, headed towards the playground area. A couple of the cool ones would cheer me on - genuinely encouraging, not the "Run, Forrest" crap we catch now - but most would watch and toke or take a slug from a bottle of Lowenbrau.

Three laps equaled two miles, that's what I figured, good enough for a football player. Despite all the lifting and running, I came into the season at about 6'3" and 140 pounds.

Might have been nice if someone had noted that I wasn't going to get too much bigger and maybe I should stick to running. Oh, well. Lots of lessons to be learned on a football field, even for skinny guys a half-step slow but whose motor ran all the time. What I couldn't do in talent, I made up for in effort. A runner's mentality.

I've put in a fair number of night runs since then. Swept the trail at night for the Smuggler's 50 outside San Diego. Trained at night for my first 24, turning 40 miles around Mission Bay. Just barely dodged a skunk on another night run at a local track and again on the trail along the Snake River. Obviously, all the relays (Hood to Coast, Rainier to Pacific, Spokane to Sandpoint) had night legs

My favorite moment of my 24 hour ultra at the track on the Cuyamaca College campus was laying on my back, looking at the stars at 3AM. My wife was helping me stretch my hamstrings - I was so tight, my stride was about eight inches long. The stars were dazzling and the temps cool and I told her "I could go to sleep right here."

My leg hit the ground with a thump and she told me to get my ass back on the track. I laughed because she couldn't have said "I love you" any more clearly.

A couple of winters ago, I began going over to Hells Gate State Park and running the trails there in the dark. I am sure they have regulations against it - they're in the process of shutting down nearly all the single track while continuing to bring in concrete mixers for "site improvements." They also have posted billboards on keeping the trail natural looking.

I ignore a lot of that and just run the single track using a headlamp and bundled because it was cold. When youngest daughter said running wasn't fun anymore, I took her there. She discovered that doing the same type of running, day in, day out, training for cross country wasn't fun.

The trail at night was and she climbed out of her rut.

Tonight, I'm climbing out of the rut. I'm going to go out to play in the dark. I'll take a phone so my wife doesn't worry and water bottles. Other than that, I don't know where I'll end up. Hells Gate is reachable from here - but rattlesnakes come out at night.

Not sure I want to play with them.

I could run in Normal Hill, past all the beautiful old houses, lit by the full moon.

I could stay along the river, hear the occasional fish pop the surface and listen to the gentle sound of waves.

Run gold course. Three are in easy range.

I don't know. It's a full moon, though - or near enough - and the daytime is hot. It's time to get reacquainted with the night and run where the mood takes me.

 

 

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I Love the Smell of a Freshly Printed Book

The first set of Trail of Second Chances has arrived! Yay! Now I have a bunch of beta reader to track down so I can give them their signed copy.

On a related note for signing parties, apparently Barnes and Noble still hasn't adapted to the current realities of the publishing marketplace.  For about a day, it looked like we could have a signing party in their Columbia Mall store in the Tri-Cities.  Went south over returnability. I offered to guarantee returns if they ordered directly from the publisher but that was a no-go - they only order through the major distributor - which leaves the publisher completely at the mercy of the bookstores. They can literally order a thousand copies, then return them for a full refund at my cost - plus I get tagged with the shipping.

I'm satisfied with my online sales, which represent 41 percent of the total book selling market - and is growing.

Local stores are easier to work with.

No running today - did a double workout yesterday and I want to do a long run tomorrow night - just head out and meander in the dark for three or four hours. It's nice to live in an area where that is an alternative.

Have a great weekend. I'll be posting a couple of articles but you can grab those Monday. If the weather is nice, listen to your mom - go outside and play.

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A Peachtree Recap

Nope, I did not trek to Atlanta, I did not run the Peachtree 10K with thousands of others. I pretty much swore off races with thousands of others after my second Rock n Roll Marathon in San Diego.

These folks, however, were there.

Lauren Fleshman, "In the Mini I raced scared. I let the top pack go right away, and hid in the safety of splits I felt confident I could hit without dying." II think everybody has had those types of moments. She fixed her problem with a major assist from Davila Linden. Read the article to see how a champion responds to adversity - and how a champion makes those around her better.

What, you thought you were the only one who suffered from indecision? Elite runner Tyler Pennel puts words to page and discussed ditching his plan midway through the race. Read to the end where he talks about the advice he got from a sports psychologist. Then ponder what it might mean for you.

And a report from a mere mortal (if you consider a guy that can knock out the Ulmstead 100 miler) who has a case of nerves at the start. Doubts or not, Brian put it on the line, then shared. Great report.

Enough. Run gently, friends.

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More Important than a Relay? Grandbabies . . .

I've run about three of the Spokane to Sandpoint relays. It's been a hoot each time, thanks to a great bunch of teammates. We went by the team name of Velocity Deficit Disorder. While most of us were in the pokey, we're-here-to-have-fun group, a couple of the folks on the team could zip off some pretty quick miles to compensate. We were at least semi-competitive.

I'm missing this year, despite the fact that I'm finally getting back up to speed. I usually have a spot on the team because, at 3AM, I can still calculate the splits accurately. We're old-school and still do it on pen-and-paper. Pencil, actually. At 3AM, goofs can happen.

S2S 2011 Velocity Deficit Disorder Team

Like the exchange at a school in the middle of the night. - The teenager who was taking the next leg from me woke up about the time I hit the exchange point, flew out of the van shedding gear, grabbed the wristband, and promptly exited the parking lot - and into the woods because he was headed in completely the wrong direction 'out' of the parking lot. He did better after we got him turned around and made sure he was completely awake.

Anyhow, I won't be there this year, though I might show up for the start if there's some high school teams running. I'd love to interview them. Scott, the race director, said he'll keep me posted.

I can't commit to the whole thing, though. I have a pair of daughters, both former teammates (and hopefully again) who are both pregnant and both due in the same week. On the same day, actually.

It's bad form for the grandpa to abandon the daughters when they go into labor. We don't do much more than fetch coffee and pace hallways but we're supposed to be there. And given a choice between the two, my daughters, the new grandson, granddaughter win hands down.

I'll throw up a blog post on race day, night, day, and have the comments open. I'm not sure anybody's ever tried to live blog a relay. Might be fun to try.

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It's Tuesday, in July, and it's hot.

What, you thought there might be actual content here today?

Fine. Cutting a check for the Lewis Clark Animal Shelter for their share of the sales of A Walk with Rose. Actually, cutting a bigger check. The shelter can use the funds and the story hasn't sold as well as I hoped. Slightly bummed about that.

More. Okay, How about the US Mountain Running Championships in Lincoln, New Hampshire over the weekend? The race was the Loon Mountain Race, rated by Runners World as one of the toughest in the country with an insane 2200' of climb in 5.5 miles. Friends and former running buddies Ashley and Ross Krause took the line as members of their respective teams. Ashley runs with the ladies on Western Mass Distance Project while Ross is part of the Central Mass Striders. Both teams took first place in the Overall Divisions. Very pleased for my friends. BTW, here's the USATF page for the race. Fortunately, others actually thought people would like to know how things turned out. Here's some links that have news about the athletes. Here, here, and results. A nice blog post with photos is here.

The local running club, the Seaport Striders, are putting on a race on August 8th in Asotin. It's the Striders Benefit Run, and the proceeds get divvied up between the participating local schools - Asotin, Clarkson, and Lewiston. When? Friday, August 8 @ 7 p.m.  Here's the entry form.

If you're running with your dog, it's supposed to be hitting triple digits most of this week and next. Here's a post I wrote about keeping your best friend safe.

Don't forget to keep yourselves safe out there.

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A post that didn't go in the direction I planned . . .

It's always a shock to my system when I meet someone who doesn't have goals, the folks just drifting along with events, bouncing with the prevailing currents. I don't understand it because my hardwiring is different. Very different. Plus, I hang with folks that want to accomplish things, large and small.

I'm a huge fan of goals. However, I operate a little differently than the majority of the population, including those that are goal-setters.

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I have a son-in-law, very goal-oriented (as is my daughter that he is married to.) Both of are planners, identifying their goals, laying down the path to the goal, often writing it down on paper to make sure all the steps are clear. Then, they pick up the first task and begin a march to the goal.

Which makes it sound easier than it is, but you get the idea of their general process. It's the one that most of the books you can order on Amazon will recommend, that teachers teach, that gurus advocate.

That's not my process. What they do, we call "Ready, Aim, Fire!"

My process is to identify my goal, like writing a book. Then I start. No plan, just an idea worth doing. Launch, and figure it out as I go.

Ready, FIRE!, Aim

It's the difference between an arrow, released to a target, and a self-correcting guided missile.

There are advantages to both approaches. The arrow already knows the target, the course, all the factors. The odds of hitting the target are good, and, the better your planning, the more likely you are to achieve the goal. There is the comfort of certainty in the process. Surprises can still happen but the planning stages will remove most of those.

The guided missile knows where it wants to end up but everything in between is in flux. A thousand possible paths exist and some will lead to dead ends. Others will lead to serendipitous points that enhance the journey. The very nature of the journey will be unpredictable and it's not for the fainthearted.

The guided missile has another advantage.

It can aim for the stars. There isn't any in between reasoning to explain why the goal is unreasonable or impossible. Truly transformational goals build off dreams, get their power from the passion that you invest.

Not everybody will understand the passion. Some will actively work against you and tell you the goal is unattainable.

Actually, they do this to the planners as well. My daughter, the planner, is studying electrical engineering. She's also raising a family, one daughter here, a son on the way. She's had classmates, especially the women, tell her she'll never complete the program because of the kids.

I laugh because they obviously misunderstand my kid. She's a stubborn one, and determined. She'll take in the insults - and that's what they are - and use them for motivation. In the meantime, she has a husband who's wonderfully supportive.

All three of my girls are like this. My wife and I joke that we doubled up on the stubborn gene but we also taught them to aim for the stars - and that they got to pick those stars. Yamaha motorcycles once ran an ad campaign targeting Honda, whose tagline was "Follow the Leader!" The Yamaha response, "At Yamaha, we don't believe you need to follow anybody!" and showed a bike kicking up dust across the open desert.

Whether you're a "Ready, Aim, Fire" person or a "Ready, Fire, Aim" sort like me, you have the right to define your own goals, your dreams. You also get to the right to define the path to them. Never surrender those, ever.


And, now a confession.

The picture I have embedded in this post doesn't match the content. That's because, in guided missile fashion, I originally aimed at something different, an explanation for why I needed a return to the Seven Devils to run the loop trail, all 30 miles of it, this year.

A serendipitous diversion on the way to that post. I'll put it up later this week.

For those that like Facebook, click and like to follow me there. All my posts end up on my author page. Also, the occasional smart-alecky aside.

 

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Thank you, Bruce Brown!

I saw a few minutes ago that Coach Bruce Brown of Proactive Coaching said very nice things about my book, Finishing Kick.

To say that I was nervous sending a copy to him would be an understatement but if you want to excel, you need to put in the work, step to the plate, and take your best swing. Nobody promises that this will be comfortable but, as any parent with kid sprouting knows, growth can be positively uncomfortable. It's also necessary.

For all of you that are visiting, thank you for taking the time to read my blog. If you have comments, feel free to leave them in the posts. I also have a contact page. I'm a one-person operation so I get to read everything.

It's been pretty easy because everyone has been so darned nice. Thank you.

And a huge thank you to Coach Brown. The coach is simply amazing and could not have been nicer when a little known writer suggested that Finishing Kick might fit in with his high standards.

Thank you all, more than you'll ever realize.

Paul Duffau

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The Lonesome Mile, Chapter One

With my previous books, I put out the first chapter (in very rough form - you get to see all my typos and cruddy sentences before the polish goes on and editor extraordinaire, Christina McDonald, fixes my more egregious error.)

I'm going to modify that this time. Chapter Two of The Lonesome Mile will actually introduce the main character, miler Nick Capelletti of Colorado Springs. In Chapter One, we meet the kids of Cripple Creek that will be in the story. They're kids on the brink, that need just a little help and compassion to get them headed in the right direction.

The Lonesome Mile, Chapter One

Chapter 1

The two boys shifted furtively in the late twilight until they were positioned at the edge of the vacant lot that faced Bennett Avenue. Jordan carried the sky rocket – a Saturn V Heavy Lifter, completely illegal in Colorado. Danny had the lighter.

“Better aim it a little down the street,” whispered Danny, as Jordan scouted for broken bricks to brace the firework.

The wind surged and pulled at them as it swept past the casinos that lined the only busy street in Cripple Creek. Bennett Avenue was divided into a westbound upper level and an eastbound lower street with a metal staircase and railings for pedestrians to cross the street. The west end of the road glittered with gambling houses, the light reflecting out onto the empty sidewalks.

In the summer, the town would be packed with gray-haired and overweight tourists, laying down money, drinking cheap tap beer, and hoping to get lucky.

On April Fool’s Day, Cripple Creek was a ghost town with slot machines.

Across from the dark face of City Hall, Jordan stacked the bricks, forming a vee-shaped launching pad for the rocket. He angled it westward, into the icy gusts. He picked up the Saturn V and placed it into the structure, adjusting it when the barrel of the explosive rolled, pointing at the decrepit vacant building next to the lot. Finally, he had it balanced on the wood stick.

Jordan glanced at the staircase that dropped from the back of the lot. Danny had designed their escape route. Once the rocket fired off, they were sprinting for the staircase, dodging down between the parking garage that the Gold Creek Casino used for overflow and the museum dedicated to the adult entertainments of the original gold rush when the Cripple Creek Mining District was the most productive gold producer in the country. Tours of the old bordello cost five bucks.

Another gust of wind, brittle with cold, hit Jordan through his heavy jacket and he jammed his fingers deep into the pockets. He stood.

The rocket rolled again.

“Come on, dude, get that thing set,” said Danny, slouching in the shadows and scanning up and down the street to see if anybody noticed them. No one did, ever. The kids were mostly invisible unless they tried to get into a casino. Danny had managed sneaking in a couple of times. Each time, the security guard warned him off but none had turned him in to the real cops though they blustered and threatened.

“I’m trying, but the wind keeps moving it.”

Jordan fumbled with the firework, trying to get it perfectly seated into the notch but the rough surfaces of the deteriorated brick sloped unevenly. Each gust of wind caused small movements in the lightweight projectile.

Jordan was regretting showing Danny the leftover fireworks. And listening to Danny when he slipped into crazy mode.

Let’s slide downtown, set up the Saturn, and—boom!—add a little fun to the night.

The goal was to get it airborne and bursting over downtown. Sitting in Jordan’s house, alone because his mom was tending bar, it sounded easy.

The damn thing rolled again and Jordan reached to put it back when Danny knocked him out of the way. Danny had the lighter in his hand, ready.

“Wait, man,” said Jordan, reaching to get the alignment right. His arms tangled with Danny’s and the sudden flare of the lighter flame blinded him. Sparks ignited as the flame found the fuse, not at the end but just under the base of the rocket. Jordan felt his hand bump it, the heat from the fuse washing over the back of his hand, and the sky rocket rolled, the wood stick slipping.

Whoosh!

In the acrid smell of the expended propellant, Jordan watched, horrified, as the Saturn V blasted off almost horizontally to the ground right at the City Hall. An instant later, a loud clang rang out on the street as it hit the railing for the pedestrian crossing and arced down the street, trailing fire from the exhaust.

Wide-eyed, Jordan lurched forward, thrusting his head around the corner, as the projectile completed its aborted effort at flight. It skipped off the street twice, throwing sparks, before it hit the curb on his side of the road. The ricochet lifted it enough to clear the divider, on a collision course with the plate glass windows of Bronco Billy’s.

The explosion, directly in front of Bronco Billy’s, blew out half the lights over the entrance and reverberated between the old buildings on either side, stunningly loud in the quiescent town.

Laughter behind him shook him from the paralysis that locked up his chest. He turned in time to see Danny scrambling for the stairway. With a jerk, Jordan fled after him.

His foot caught a rock and he stumbled and almost fell. Recovering, he looked up to see fleet-footed Danny dodge down the steps, his dark clothes merging with his shadow as he flitted away. He cursed under his breath. Of course Danny wouldn’t wait up.

The pressure on Jordan’s chest grew worse as he tripped over another unseen obstacle in the dark. The buildings reared up around him, surrounding the open lot as he hit the ground hard. His breath coming in gasps, he got up, ignoring the pain in his knee. He started limping to the stairs, just a few yards away and the pain faded.

He reached the top of the stairs in time to see Danny descend into the gulley on the far side of Myers Avenue. Jordan knew he’d head for the rubble ruin of an old house and hide out there. Anywhere else would be too exposed. Around him, he could hear sounds of the town stirring, checking on the commotion.

Jordan leaned on the metal handrail, feet gliding down the concrete steps as they barely caressed the tread before moving on to the next. His knee, the sore one, buckled a bit when he reached the landing, but he accelerated toward the street and dark open spaces where he could hide until things chilled.

In five strides, Jordan was up to his top speed, legs chugging as fast as he could make them go. His footsteps echoed off the burnt red brick wall of the garage on his left and his gasping breath sounded huge in his ears.

He was nearly at the street when a shadow exploded from the last doorway of the garage and slammed into his shoulder. Jordan felt his feet leave the ground and, almost instantaneously, tasted the chalky dust as he slammed into the ground, stunned. The weight of a rent-a-cop pinned him down.

“Gotcha, ya little punk!”

In the distance, Jordan thought he could hear Danny laughing and the bottom dropped out of his stomach. He blinked furiously and clamped his jaw tight and thought of his mother.


Katie was ignoring Poppa Pete.

She sat at the dinette that filled the breakfast nook of her grandfather’s little A-framed house. The dinner dishes sat at the other end. One her chores that she hadn’t done today, to scrape the scraps of into the dog bowl and wash them. The dog, Rick, a black lab, lay across her feet, waiting lazily for a pork chop bone. Her grandfather was sitting in his chair, a battered old brown leather thing, pretending to read a book under a dim lamp. She could feel the weight of his gaze.

Katie looked down at her algebra book and sighed. It was gibberish, a and b and x and the quadratic equation to figure out something she didn’t care about in the first place. She turned up her music and closed her eyes as sound flooded into her brain via the two white earbuds. Her head started move, then her shoulders, until her entire upper body swayed.

Better.

She knew she should say sorry and make nice. Promise it wouldn’t happen again, except she’d promised that the last time, too. Poppa Pete would be disappointed and firm, telling her she couldn’t just wallop a kid just because they were laughing at her, at her mom, wanted to know if she knew where they could score some weed. Oh, that’s right, your mom’s a methhead, never mind.

But she had. Again. Hit him as she could but Danny dodged and just laughed at her when the teacher grabbed her before she could tackle him, shut his smartass mouth.

This time the school called the cops, who called Child Welfare, who called Poppa.

Unacceptable behavior, Mr. Archer. Katie isn’t allow to attack other students, we understand she’s in a difficult position until her mom gets out of jail, but you assured us that you would be able to keep Katie out of trouble until her mother returns.

Katie unclenched her hands as tears burned behind her closed eyelids. Four months. Mom would be back in four months. Clean because there were no drugs in prison. Katie’s mom promised, every time that Katie made the trip up to the Denver Women’s Correctional Facility. Her mom said she was in the 12-step, that it would be different this time, baby girl.

Katie wanted to believe her, so much that it made her hurt.

She felt Poppa’s hands on her bony shoulders. She hadn’t heard him move over the music. Wordlessly, his powerful miner’s hand gently worked into the tissue, thumbs pressing gently along her neck. A shudder went through her as she thought about how she let him down. He’d never condemn her and that was worse than if he yelled.

Like the granite of the Front Range, he was the only solid foundation she had in her life and she wanted desperately to make him happy, to make up for her mom. He’d stepped into the void to be a surrogate dad and he never once lied to her. He spoke in a gruff voice when he spoke at all, but if he said that he was doing something, it got done.

She felt a squeeze from the hands and a pat on her shoulder as they stopped the rhythmic motion. She opened her eyes and saw him limp across the room, headed for bed. He stopped and made eye contact. He made a motion like removing the ear pieces.

Katie pulled the right earbud.

“You’ve got dishes?”

She nodded and lifted her hand up to reinsert the music.

“Good girl.” He began to turn, stopped and turned back.

Katie’s hand ceased its upward motion.

He stood there for a moment as though he wanted to add more and his eyes were filled with sympathy.

“I believe in you, kid. You know that?”

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Independence Day

Happy Fourth of July. It's one of the three holidays every year that I take off in celebration. See you tomorrow.

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